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Its been long

its been long that i nvr post...
i felt very sad about what happen on fri 27 aug.
i cant do so many things... cher always this cannot do , there cannot do... whatever
everyday half an hour... carinna how u feeling? want to go hm? wth1 i tired of answering the question...
i tried my best le. but i just cant do it well...
Haiz1 I DUN WAN TO POST LE LA!!!

BYE?!

240610

Its been long i nvr blog le....
haiz... things that i didnt wanted it to happen, its happening... what should i do?



No matter what... I"ll be waiting for you. I really need you.........

070610

Im feeling so lost... I have nth to do... Keep thinking of the msg... The msg just cant get of my mind... I feel like we have become stranger...i just hope you could reply me but... Haiz... I really miss you a lot. The only day that i can forget about the msg & everything is during NDP training... That the only time i can relax myself... Its been bored at home, doing nothing... My dad went Malaysia, I feel so lonely again.... like what happen ytdy, nobody care abot me... I really feel so lonely... I really hate the feeling of lonely... But what can i do? No one cares about me anymore, not even you... i feel like my grandma dun cares about me anymore, he only care about my cousin... Im really lost... Could someone tell me what to do?!

I know you would be there for me anymore, i can feel it...You dun really care about me anymore... If you could just reply me or text me.. Even its just 1 msg, i will be happy le... But no matter what... I WILL WAITING FOR YOU!

310510

i dun believe that this is happening to me... The thing that i most scared it wont happen , had just had to me... I'm scared & sad....

Im really sorry what i done... i did my best.. i didnt want this to happen. Im really sorry, forgive me... i really love you.
I hope we wont become stranger.... I promise i will wait for you, so i will wait for you to finish what you need to do... i will wait...

290510

Today...
I LOST MY E-LINK CARD!!! Im so dead la... Aiyo, y i so dumb de....

-End-

270510

Today...
Hmmm... missed from Eugene(3) & Lucius(5).... So i call them back, they ask me to watch movie... so i did when... but didnt enjoy although.. Hmmm.... then went find Ummariah & the other... tok & slack then Eugene go sch... Blahblah... then i cried in the public... shouldnt say why & what happen... Dun wan to let anyone know ba...
Haiz.... I really need you, hope you will be here for me now & never leave.

Sad Heart :(

250510

Today is Sport Day^^
HAve to wake up early today but i didnt so i almost late... Have to meet at 7am, i reach ther around like ermm 6.57am... Oh was on bus with Alieen^^ Oh ya that was because i have FIRST AID DUTY so have to meet Mr. Hairi>.< style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Cheryl lim. Nicole. Cherie. Sathia. Jared. Elya. Joey. Hahaz:D Continue... It was a damn freaking HOT & Tired... But fun!!^^ After everything we when to watch movie... Oh the we are Eugene. Isa. Nathan. Ummariah. Siew Hui. Lucius... It was quite nice show until Ummariah sleep & isa play his hp games... Lols... Then they pei go buy Headphone which cost me $39... WOW! But nvm... So happy finally can buy one^^ Then pei Lynette & lucius buy too... Eugene & Siew hui went with us too^^
Then they go... Lynette went home, lucius & me went meet ummariah... Slack awhile then buy food for ahma... Then go home!! Now blogging & chatting with Zac! Lalala... Blahblah..

Bye la^^ Gd nites people^^
Oh wait... i got sore eyes now, great job...
LOOK AT MY EYES IF YOU WAN TO GET SORE EYES!^^ Hehe

240510

Hey.
Now is Mr.K-EBS class^^ Annebel is sitting beside me>.< Mr.K let us use com...
Blahblah... haziq is so irrating !
Whole class is using com la... Haha:D Hmm... Ending school soonnnnn.... Lalalala...
Hmm... Continue at home la... bye first(:

220510

Hello!
Today i gt Ndp2010...
Wake up at 6.3o then left hse at 7am... Meet Lucaus, Audery, Suaida, Sharwin ( Sorry wrong spelling) meet them at 7.30 then eat, then take 969 bus to khatib Station to meet other school NCDCC people... & we nid to be there at 9.20 but we reach before that.... Reach Nee Soon Camp at 9.48am! So damn early sia WTH! them Training, training & more training... so tired la! Stand there in hot sun! Now got CAP TANNED!!! Now my forehead got 2 diff colour! BlahBlah... End at 6 plus... Get bac my phone from Sir then go hm... Oh! Did i say that i saw Kharuial, Eunice, Daphne, Joey Chug & blahblahblah.... Then eat dinner at Mac then go Hm! Now blogging... ^^

Bye^^

170510

Wooo... 1 more day to special day(: so cant wait... although cant meet but i still happy(:
Later got oral at 1pm sian... so scared i will fail sia...
Anyway ummariah B'day party was totally FuN! Although their is some part we mess up but still it a SUCCESS party(: but we didnt go for ndp): Cause ms teo say so...
Hmmm... i will be quite busy this few days... Wed got S.T.E.P Programme then come back around 2.30>3pm then still got First Aid Duty For SHPS Sport day... TIRED!! Thus normal sch day then First Aid Duty again... Fri gt First Aid Duty & maybe gt Parade... Misssing the cca le...^^
Lalala... Shall stop here(: Bye^^
Blog again soon.^^

Happy Birthday J0EY-MEI

Dear J0ey
if you had chance to go my blog...
This is for you!♥

Whoever said laughter is the best medicine was right - it's also the glue that holds friendships together. To laugh together at life's ridiculous turn of events makes those events bearable. To laugh at the funny things in life makes life wonderful. The real gift is having a friend to share…laughter with J0ey....

I love you joey, hmmm we been good friend for quite long le... i still miss the time we had tgt... All the best in everything:) I'm sure your MR. RIGHT is waiting for eu..^^
Remember this no matter how far we are... Eu got me... Eu can also tell me things when eu are feeling down:)
Always stay pretty,smart,cheerful, hmmm... brain dead... Haha, cant think... hehe^^
Jia you for your exam^^

Happy 15th Bithday!!

Hope you enjoy...

Your Forever Jie CarinnaNSY^^

:) 12052010

Love isnt always perfect.
It isnt a fairytale or a storybook.
& it doesnt always come easy.
Love is overcoming obstacles,
facing challenges, fighting to be together
holding on & never letting go.
It is a short word, easy to spell,
difficult to define, & impossible to live without.
Love is work, but most of all
Love is realizing that ever...

Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away.

If I had a dream that could come true,
it would be the one with me and you.
The one where you stood right by my side
and we talked and talked until mornings.
You told me you loved me and that you cared,
but when I awoke you weren't there.
So I tried to find a way to your heart,
because cupid's arrow hit my heart.

Kisses are like tears, the real ones are the ones that you can't hold back.

Nicee right? Haha...

For eu! Hope eu can see this! I L0Ve eU!♥

090510

I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one I want to share it with. I miss you when I laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best times of my life ♥

People say love hurts, but that is not true.. Loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts. But love, it does not.

this being the fact i think of no one but you.
this being the fact i care for you..
this being the fact that i instantly miss you everytime you say goodbye..
and this being the fact that i'll love you forever after, no matter what:(

i never say it to you.. but i juz wan u to know... i'll never leave u alone.... i'll be wif u n be next to u if u need me... ♥

I just want to be with you, only you ♥

i love you, it's simple :]

-MY Blog Soon Will Be Dead-

Haiz... i think soon or ltr my blog will be dead as exam are coming & quite busy this days....

Anyway... i miss him so much...

My back is painning like hell nw !!!!

Nowaday i cant even understand what Mrs.Sui is toking about le... I'm stress really very stress.. Things just cant go the way i want it to be... I'm tired, soon i give up my math le... Its getting harder & harder ... I gg blur & mre the blur... When can i pass you the thing?? Haiz... its been long we havent meet each other... Cant wait to meet you asap... But still study must come first for both of us as my mid year exam& ur 'O' level coming... Haiz... Hope you doing well... You must knoe this that you are nvr alone... I will alway be ther for you de....
(:(:

14 April

I nid you nw boy.... Where r u?......

12 april part 2

just got a bad news... my backbone is worst and its permanent... i cant do alot of thing le... my dream is gone unless operation? How about my cca? Give up with all my hard work and how much i love it? What must do nw? i have a lot of dream and wish i have not completed yet.. i dun wan to give up nw...
Love is gone...
Health is gone....
Cca?
Studies? Soon?
Dream Or Wish? Give up??
I DUN WAN ALL THIS!!! THIS IS NO THE LIFE I WOULD WAN TO LIVE!!!
HELP!!

12 April NCDCC DAY!♥

Today is NCDCC Day... All of us wear full-uniform with bages.... Haha... So tired sia standing there quite long sia... Aft that we all went back class for pe lesson... didnt do NAFA test today cause of wearing full-uniform sia then have to test on thurs aft sch... Sian...
Through lesson was damn warm la... Hate the classroom... y so warm sia... In lap nw... byee ♥

Miss Him Lots......

Its been long since i nvr blog le....
I just read his blog... What do he mean? I really dun understand what he really wan le... If he is gone, what would happen to me? i cant live without him de.... i really cant... i nid him and i cant lose him nw! He is really important to me... No one can replace him...
Crying all day long just hopping that you would msg me, reply me.... I really miss the times we spent tgt... I really hope to meet you asap.... if i can stay till very late.... i hope i can pei him...
Why is my love like that... Why??
Sadden....

26 March

I miss you ****!! Wonder what you doing n0w?? i miss the times with you... How are you this day? Never been hearing your news for quite a long time, never been messaging,call, meeting each other for quite a time... I hope i can see you and meet you soon... I love you ****!
This feeling can anyone know?? Missing a person like hell but do he know i'm missing him?? Hope he does... I feel like i had been ignore by you, but i think you think i'm the one ignoring you ba... I feel like we are like stranger and we going so far away... I'm working very hard for this, i know u also... I dun wan any problem come between us again le...

i love you...
Carinna



About today i have lots of fun during Art Treats !! We learn how to dance Hip hop. So damn cool la.. Well aft school, i had lots of fun with Nadia, Shikin, Erra, Faizah and Elya...
We went to Secret Place of us... The place is so cool... I love you all!! You rocks!! ♥

25 March- E-learning day

Today is E-learning day. Going to be one big tired day... As it is frm 8.30am - 4.15pm!! I rather stay in sch then hm sia...
TimeTable for Today:
Class3A
25th March:
8:30 am to 9:45 am-English

9:45 am to 11:00 am-MT

11:00 am to 11:30 am-Break

11:30 am to 12:45 pm- EBS

12:45 pm to 1:45 pm- Lunch break

1:45 pm to 3:00 pm-CPA

3:00 pm to 4:15 pm- Mathematics

Haiz it will be a tiredly day...

18 march

Haiz... So can't believe tat the senior are leaving us so fast.. It been 3 years we know each other... We learn so much thing with them, had so much fun with them, all thought outing was super fun like Amazing race... I will nvr for get tat de... The time we have spent with the senior is the best memories for me & the other... everyone is emoing become the senior is leaving even the senior is sad... I just hope the time can stop awhile let us go bac the past... The memories they give us really was the best time i had... I also cant wait for the CCA to start... Now they are leaving us, our heart is broken... I NEVER FORGET THE MEMORIES YOU SENIOR HAD GAVE ME!!!!! I LOVE TOU SENIOR AND I WILL NVR FORGET YOU!!!♥♥♥

♥THE MEMORIES I HAD WITH THEM...

16 March

HIIE!!!!
Aft camp!! Aft cd knowledge hope i pass sia. The camp is totally cool to the TOP man!!! Love it so much!! LAlala
just being bored!~
Bye~

11 march

Miss You lots..

6 March

Today i have NDP practice. Yesterday i dunno wat really happen to myself. I cried on the bus aft *** left. Then i reach hm. Aft i bath, i cried again in my room. I can't control myself this time. I cut myself uncontrolled by scissor. I feel no pain bt just feel hurt. There was no blood. The mark was gone by nw. But 1 thing tat i am very sad of is tat *** didn't msg me either *** reply me. When i really need ***, *** wasnt there. I getting mre and mre sad. I didn't know wat to do. Should i tell *** or i should nt? I need **, I miss ***. I just need a shoulder and a hug. I'm hearing sound again.
I heard someone calling my name. I heard someone ask me to go die nw. I heard ur voice. I heard someone say tat *** dun want me anymre. I heard people scolding me. I heard lots of lots of sound tat i dun want to hear. What should i do? Kill myself? I really hate it, why did i get this illness? WHY????
*Sob* Carinna

04 Feb

hello
Having a tired end sad day.. HAiz.. why is today a bad day or me??? i dun understand.
Buzy with cd, sbo, some problem in class i having. its really a very bad things tat i also cant do anything. No one can help me.... :(
Hope tat someone will understand it but i no there won't be.


Broken heart Carinna

1 march

Hiie
Haiz wat a bad day for me sia. i knoe my eng common test:( I fail badly sia last 3 in class. Sob:'( But nvm i will try harder for next test. Chinese i pass i get overall 64, 3rd in class. Yay!!
Lala...
Missing*** super alot la. So happy ** was there when i was sad just nw. ** alway cheer me up.:D I **** *** so much. Hope ** was wif me nw ..
Tmr got cd meeting scary>.<
Oh ya Hope tat kumiko and the class will be ok. hope i will be ok wif them too. hope no fight..

MISSING LOTS♥ Carinna

28 feb- Sadded

Hiie
Haiz, i suddenly miss you so a lot... How i wish i can see u nw... Aft yesterday, i dun think i can able to meet u the next following sat le.. Cause i will be starting my NDP practice:( How i hope NDP would be sun nt sat... NDP is 4months can't meet u up on sat for 4months. I really misss u lots.... :(
♥ Carinna

27 Feb

Hiie
Today wake up damn early sia. Haha like 6 plus.. then went eat then reach hm msg ***... then around 11plus family quarrel, i cant stand it la, then went out of hse... reach tampines mart, walk around and around then finally go *** hse. stay until 1plus pei *** take bus to somewhere cause *** dunno hw to go there... then go hm nw bloggin, facebook. LAla , msging... BYE!!
♥Carinna

26 Feb

Hiie
Just finish common test today so scared sia for my result sia.
Dunno wat to post.. Hmmm... My phone spoil, nw using EugeneLGK old phone... haha.. Cant wait for my new hone sia.. Well bye
carinna♥

16 feb

Hiie:}
today i went to Ehub to watch movie with Susanna Isa & Eugene... We watch "something" Battle.... i msg through out the whole movie, they keep saying me tat i keep msging sia... Haha. Joker right me? Then isa & Eugene keep fighting of going where, wait but nt real fight, i mean like joke joke tat type... but in the end we went Eugene hse to watch show & isa play "Dota" i dunno wat so nice abt the game sia.. Haha We watch BoggyMan2 It was scary & all the blood... OMG!?! But lucky Engene let both of us hold his hand.. It was fun... When we gg bac tat time we saw his mum & 2 sis out side the lift then his mum give us red packet so good right haha...
Then we take 291, isa stop first then me & Susanna went cs buy thing then go bac....
Oh ya saw Zi yi raymond boon bin Ger & yang yang at cs too..
Well tmr start sch, gg to meet Kumkio Darling tmr morning for MAC!!!
Love u all everyone!!!
♥Lyentte & Yew chuan last longgggggg!!!♥

♥Carinna

8 Feb

Hiie...
What a bored day... Having last min class deco & having group meetin for the silver total defense.then when meet up wif eugene and the other,see them play soccer.... then balabala...
♥Carinna

7 Feb

Hiie:]
finally my mood change abit le, i feel much more better nw... nothing happen much today but i wan to say something to someone...

HAPPYYY BIRTHDAYYYY MR GAN TIAN HUI, WISH ALL YOUR DREAM CONE TRUEEEEE...:]

Hey Gal, Relax & dun scared things will get better de, dun worry be happy... And i will always be there for you de...
♥Carinna

6th Feb

Hiie...
I going to make it short, i dun really feeling like postin...
I going to say" WHAT THE HELL SERIOUSLY GOTTEN INTO ME TIS FEW DAY, I'M IN SUPER BAD MOOD LA"
relax for ppl looking at blog...

Bad mood,
Carinna

5th Feb....

Hiie..:[
Today is just nt my day. I just very bad mood and feeling abit lonely too. I think i going cry out soon le lor. I rem the past and is very sad and very sorry When KFC aft Cd. balabala...

Anyway tat nt my point la, i really miss a person, *** just dun tell me wat happen it make feeling tat i just a normal fre. But as long as i know *** care abt me alot can le, i happy le. I really miss*** alot. Haiz. What has gotten into me sia. Common test is coming and i also very stress nw. I feel hopeless. ;[

Abt yesterday, it was also a very sad day for me, i cried alot but ok le nw.
Then i wan to specially thank KUMIKO and LYNETTE for being there for me, when i nid them.. ThankYou! Love u twooo.. I really happy tat most importantly tat i found truth friendship that i never wan to break.

THANKYOU BFF &
THANKYO LUCIUS FOR TELLING ME COLD JOKES TAT DAY AND TOK TO ME TAT DAY WHEN I SAD..
THANKYOU VERY MUCH!!

3th Feb

Hi :(
Today is nt really a good day for me;( I just bath come out...(random)
I'm really worry abt someone frm just nw to nw but *** dun tell me y & wat happen... but i let *** have some quiet time.. But still i very worry, wat should i do??

anyway today programme is quite fun la... All of music song play for us.. I dun wan to blog le la, byebye nw.
Carinna

2th Feb

Hiie:)
New day New life>.< 2day was a great day!! Today my have so weird and nerd la...Haha
Dun even knoe y i put like tat sia... today lesson is damn sian la, Chinese class almost everyone slep, teacher also dun care cause watching video... tell u something the show not nice de. i also going to fall asleep le la. Sian la today dunno fall down on the floor dunno how many time until my butt pain sia... Then keep bang or almost bang by things sia. I want to cry le la!! :X
Dunno wat to say le Byeeee:)

Tmr will be a better day:)
♥Carinna:D

31Jan

Hiie.. Day2 posting...haha just finish looking at the video they took during the promotion parade... And i still super happy about it la... So damn cool la!! :D

Hmm, going help up with grandma at her work place soon, waiting for dad to fetch me... Lalala... i Hyper le haha.. wonder is 2day will be a happy day for me ant?? Lets see ba...

reach home le, yay we paniting the door but y pink? Omg!?! is like so ugly la... EEEEE!?! dad went home le at around 3 plus ): Bt nvm it's ok... Haha
Got 2 ppl knoe i got blog le. haha.. Continue tmr ba... Bye(:

♥Carinna ♥NCO♥

30Jan-NewBie

Hiie:D
i'm newbie. Dun really know wat to do. hahas..

Yesterday Cd was so fun ADD let us rest alot and tell u wat its FULL-U ok? So nice of him haha... No kidding.. Ytrd it was "Year3" Promotion parade that mean US. So happy!!
Then we all went abit crazy, we of y we like tis cca & one part is so damn funny cheryl was bring to the front. haha. Hmmm. oh we have fun with the Senior. WOW:O

2day abit sian but around 1 plus went to my friend hse to play. YAY!! Then reach hm around 4plus. then eat and nw using com. oh i wan to thank Lynette for teaching me hw to use blog. ThankYou Lynette ♥ u lots.
Dunno wat to say le... continue again bye
♥carinna